Dear Juneleh,
Doing the usual dance where I see you have read something here so I come back and write something new just in case you show up again. Haven't a real agenda so I might write about I fit three fingers in you or say you are going to take me in your mouth again.
Not as romantic as many things I could write but since you are silent about my words I have nothing but my gut feeling to use to decide if you find it stimulating, offensive or otherwise.
Sometimes it irks me and I think about fucking your mouth but I don't think that would really bother you. Hell, I don't think there is anything I can do to you sexually that will irk you. You like being dominated by me.
That is because you trust me and know I won't ever intentionally hurt you. Doesn't mean you don't sometimes irritate me but hell maybe I irritate you too.
Bottom line is still the same for me. That crazy connection is there and I want to know more. I want to explore it and figure out what the fuck it means. Got no guilt about it because some things just are and that is you and I.
I still think you believe it and that you want it but fuck if I know if you'll truly submit. My best guess is you will and that isn't based upon anything rational. Hell, I still don't know if you are really waiting for me to play hero and come sweep you off of your feet.
I am too fucking honest with you as it is. You know much and I know whatever I gather based upon this crazy ESP we share or maybe it is the crazy in me.
Maybe I am crazy or maybe it is something else. I'll figure it out, one way or the other. This side or the next.
Got to live and love hard or so the poets say.
