Posting this Juneleh to see if you check in here again any time soon.
Offered to take you out for your birthday and you didn't take me up on it. Offer is still on the table, if we were alone, you could be on the table too.
Ha hah huh. :)
Got lots to say, but no time to say it now in the midst of the work day. Maybe I'll put together a real post later.
Got to run woman.
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You Almost Got Lucky Tonight Part II
Juneleh,
I expect you think I am part crazy, but there are days where I am certain you are mine again. Don't know why, there is no logic to it.
It just feels right.
Sometimes that passes and I think I am nuts and then something happens and it comes back.
Used to try to figure it out and now I just mostly accept there is something mystical and magical between us. What it is and what means, well who knows.
I am pretty certain we're going to explore more of this before we die. Pretty sure we'll be intimate again, physically and mentally/emotionally.
Maybe we have our disagreements and challenges--but I think when we let the walls down we really like each other.
It is that whole thing of knowing we can spend years together and not get sick of each other. It just works. So I can live with being thought of as crazy and or crazy like a fox.
I can live with a lot of things.
But I would be lying if I said I didn't miss spending time with you.
You can read part one if you want, or skip it. Up to you.
I expect you think I am part crazy, but there are days where I am certain you are mine again. Don't know why, there is no logic to it.
It just feels right.
Sometimes that passes and I think I am nuts and then something happens and it comes back.
Used to try to figure it out and now I just mostly accept there is something mystical and magical between us. What it is and what means, well who knows.
I am pretty certain we're going to explore more of this before we die. Pretty sure we'll be intimate again, physically and mentally/emotionally.
Maybe we have our disagreements and challenges--but I think when we let the walls down we really like each other.
It is that whole thing of knowing we can spend years together and not get sick of each other. It just works. So I can live with being thought of as crazy and or crazy like a fox.
I can live with a lot of things.
But I would be lying if I said I didn't miss spending time with you.
You can read part one if you want, or skip it. Up to you.
You Almost Got Lucky Tonight
You almost got lucky tonight sweet Juneleh. Almost got to feel the magic in full and not partial.
Almost got to be fully naked, in all ways...almost. But as the poets say, what is will be and what won't will not.
Some balls may be blue bluish but the best belong to the man who is Jewish.
Ok, I don't know about the last part, but I do know I felt lightning in under that red moon lit night.
Could have kissed you, could have made love to you, could have bent you over the car or demanded your mouth.
Would have been amazing.
And now we watch the future roll forward and see what it brings.
Almost got to be fully naked, in all ways...almost. But as the poets say, what is will be and what won't will not.
Some balls may be blue bluish but the best belong to the man who is Jewish.
Ok, I don't know about the last part, but I do know I felt lightning in under that red moon lit night.
Could have kissed you, could have made love to you, could have bent you over the car or demanded your mouth.
Would have been amazing.
And now we watch the future roll forward and see what it brings.
When We Talk
Dearest Juneleh,
You have been pretty damn steady at reaching out during some pretty tough moments for me and I am grateful. Sometimes it is funny to me how we don't discuss some of the things I share in here.
I have thoughts and ideas about why that is or isn't, but most of the time I don't spend time wondering or analyzing because regardless of what circumstances say we are or are not in many ways we are like the old married couple.
But in a good way, maybe the best way.
I think there is a very deep level of trust that you don't get with just anyone. It is why I believe I can still make you cum harder than anyone else..
It is why I believe many things.
Maybe those things are true or maybe they are false. I don't know, can't know without testing them out.
I have my ideas about what is coming and who. :)
But mostly I am grateful, you are a pain-in-my-ass, but most of the time I think you have been worth it.
Most of the time. :)
You have been pretty damn steady at reaching out during some pretty tough moments for me and I am grateful. Sometimes it is funny to me how we don't discuss some of the things I share in here.
I have thoughts and ideas about why that is or isn't, but most of the time I don't spend time wondering or analyzing because regardless of what circumstances say we are or are not in many ways we are like the old married couple.
But in a good way, maybe the best way.
I think there is a very deep level of trust that you don't get with just anyone. It is why I believe I can still make you cum harder than anyone else..
It is why I believe many things.
Maybe those things are true or maybe they are false. I don't know, can't know without testing them out.
I have my ideas about what is coming and who. :)
But mostly I am grateful, you are a pain-in-my-ass, but most of the time I think you have been worth it.
Most of the time. :)
Not Exactly A Confession
Dear June,
If I told you I want to have my way with you it wouldn't really be a confession any more than saying I want to kiss you is.
I can give you a list of reasons why and say that I think you are interested too but I think I'll skip over all that.
Won't tell you I want to see you on all fours or on your back.
Just say I want real time with you again for no reason other than because in this crazy mixed up world that makes sense to me.
If I told you I want to have my way with you it wouldn't really be a confession any more than saying I want to kiss you is.
I can give you a list of reasons why and say that I think you are interested too but I think I'll skip over all that.
Won't tell you I want to see you on all fours or on your back.
Just say I want real time with you again for no reason other than because in this crazy mixed up world that makes sense to me.
