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Got The Hat
Ok Juneleh,
My folks are in town. Mom decided she wanted to get me a hat as an early birthday gift. Been wearing it all day. Kind of fun.
My folks are in town. Mom decided she wanted to get me a hat as an early birthday gift. Been wearing it all day. Kind of fun.
Pictures
I look better in person than in those pictures, not to mention that in person offers other opportunities. But you aren't looking for those...yet.
Or maybe you just haven't admitted it to yourself.
I came for work, but it didn't hurt that other possibilities existed.
I sense multiple stories. Some of the best are yet to come. Will be up for a while.
A Thought
There is a part of me that wants to walk right up to you, pull you into my arms, wrap my fingers in your hair and kiss you.
You know, just grab your head with my hand while the other presses against the small of your back and pulls you in close.
There is a part of me that says you might fight for a moment but that you would melt and that I would take you through one hell of a heart pounding moment in time.
There is a part of me that wants to come up behind you and grab your hips and bend you over.
And for right now that is as much of the thought/story/idea as you get my silent partner.
You know, just grab your head with my hand while the other presses against the small of your back and pulls you in close.
There is a part of me that says you might fight for a moment but that you would melt and that I would take you through one hell of a heart pounding moment in time.
There is a part of me that wants to come up behind you and grab your hips and bend you over.
And for right now that is as much of the thought/story/idea as you get my silent partner.
Should I Try To Wear You Down
Dear June,
Well woman if I was more superstitious and in a different sort of mood I would tell you about how close I came to working in a different city and I am not referring to the one I came from.
I was certain that the position was going to come through and on the flight home began working out details of what needed to happen.
Well, I was honestly surprised when it didn't come through and found myself looking elsewhere. I was generally surprised when I found myself headed out here. And more surprised when I began to realize how small a community it is and how I have met people who probably know you.
I haven't asked but when they talk about the community and the relatively few places within our county (yes, I said our county 'cuz I live here too) it stands to reason that you and they have crossed paths.
So you can imagine how surreal it is for me to sit there. Could I mention your name?
Of course I can, but I have intentionally kept things separate because it makes sense and besides a woman like you who is so much older than I am is easily worn out and I would hate to do that to you without giving you a proper warm up first.
Anyhoo, there is a good chance I am going to disappear for a while, try not to miss me too much. I always know when you are thinking about me because I can smell the smoke. ;)
I'd tell you to read this twice, but I know you do that automatically, especially because I am far too handsome and humble.
Well woman if I was more superstitious and in a different sort of mood I would tell you about how close I came to working in a different city and I am not referring to the one I came from.
I was certain that the position was going to come through and on the flight home began working out details of what needed to happen.
Well, I was honestly surprised when it didn't come through and found myself looking elsewhere. I was generally surprised when I found myself headed out here. And more surprised when I began to realize how small a community it is and how I have met people who probably know you.
I haven't asked but when they talk about the community and the relatively few places within our county (yes, I said our county 'cuz I live here too) it stands to reason that you and they have crossed paths.
So you can imagine how surreal it is for me to sit there. Could I mention your name?
Of course I can, but I have intentionally kept things separate because it makes sense and besides a woman like you who is so much older than I am is easily worn out and I would hate to do that to you without giving you a proper warm up first.
Anyhoo, there is a good chance I am going to disappear for a while, try not to miss me too much. I always know when you are thinking about me because I can smell the smoke. ;)
I'd tell you to read this twice, but I know you do that automatically, especially because I am far too handsome and humble.
While I Have Your Attention
Well June I could tell you that you should sleep with me for scientific purposes because then you would find out if I really have your attention, but I already know I do so I am not going to tell you.
Might ask you, might even say please but you will say thank you afterwards, ticklish girl.
That is assuming I let you, because I very well might not.It is good for women to hear know and to remember the power of the penis reigns supreme.
See you in an hour, not literally. I am home now and I don't feel like driving to your side of town. Besides you might flip out. ;)
Got to figure out what I am doing for the big holiday that is coming. I have a recipe for a kugel that is amazing. But I don't have my Cuisinart here, hmm...got to figure this one out.
Might ask you, might even say please but you will say thank you afterwards, ticklish girl.
That is assuming I let you, because I very well might not.It is good for women to hear know and to remember the power of the penis reigns supreme.
See you in an hour, not literally. I am home now and I don't feel like driving to your side of town. Besides you might flip out. ;)
Got to figure out what I am doing for the big holiday that is coming. I have a recipe for a kugel that is amazing. But I don't have my Cuisinart here, hmm...got to figure this one out.
Seven Years Later
Lucky number seven comes up and I look here and wonder but what I wonder about is not something I will share here, at least not now, maybe ever.
Depends on a bunch of things.
Do you want to know what I really thought when I saw you.
Does it matter.
Will I share.
12:30 and I am not close to sleep yet, mind is moving about as I write and clean.
Life is ever so interesting, I don't think back then I could have foreseen what would come or that I had any idea I would be living here today.
Makes for a good story, life is about the journey.
Wonder how long it will take before you break down and call me.
Depends on a bunch of things.
Do you want to know what I really thought when I saw you.
Does it matter.
Will I share.
12:30 and I am not close to sleep yet, mind is moving about as I write and clean.
Life is ever so interesting, I don't think back then I could have foreseen what would come or that I had any idea I would be living here today.
Makes for a good story, life is about the journey.
Wonder how long it will take before you break down and call me.
Ok Woman
You can think what you want and be who you pretend. You are still a monkey and I still know how to make you want to climb a tree with a smile.
Kind of funny to see you come here and there all the time.
I go back and forth about just letting loose and speaking my mind, but I am as stubborn as you, if not more so.
It is not really a competition, just something I am sharing. Ten years and here we are.
I might write about it. I might say things or I might not. I go off of my gut and what feels right. I still think you saw me and just didn't admit it.
Honest Talk
I wonder if you let yourself talk, really talk what you might say. I wonder what you would do if you opened yourself up.
I have my ideas. I know what I think and I just don't believe I am wrong.
I'd dare you to kiss me, but you might get the wrong idea.
Two Liars
Two liars pretend not to be interested in what the other one thinks or says yet they pay careful attention to the other because they haven't yet figured out how to deal with the situation.
Yes Juneleh
Yes Juneleh, I am updating this so you will have something new to read. I tend not to do it until around this time or so, sometimes later.
I try to hit the gym after work and or do some reading. I usually follow that with dinner and then come over to this joint so that I can give you new material, you crazy girl.
Still no hug for you, because you have been bad. But maybe one day or maybe not.
Two questions:
1) Do you remember what I smell like?
2) Do you remember what it was like to kiss me?
Would you like to finish this box of Godiva chocolate?
Ok, I know the answer to the third and unannounced question. Suck on that for a while, or me, or not.
Excuse me, I need another drink.
I try to hit the gym after work and or do some reading. I usually follow that with dinner and then come over to this joint so that I can give you new material, you crazy girl.
Still no hug for you, because you have been bad. But maybe one day or maybe not.
Two questions:
1) Do you remember what I smell like?
2) Do you remember what it was like to kiss me?
Would you like to finish this box of Godiva chocolate?
Ok, I know the answer to the third and unannounced question. Suck on that for a while, or me, or not.
Excuse me, I need another drink.
I Know One Thing
I know one thing for certain, you are still a monkey in dire need of a banana. Actually I know many more things but I don't think I feel like sharing them now, if ever.
No hug for you today.
No hug for you today.
Movies
You are always welcome to come watch a movie here. For the time being it is a ketchup safe haven, not a single bottle or packet to be found.
For now that is...
For now that is...
