So much has happened since I last updated this so you know bits and pieces about my thoughts and feelings but we haven't really talked at all.
I am not sure if you blame me for you situation and I know that you have questioned your own role but I don't think that blaming yourself changes anything.
From all I heard I think this would have happened anyway but I am not going to spend time talking about it here, at least not now.
It is not the place for it.
As I have shared my interest is in finding out more about us. I have had several dreams about it and sometimes I have woken up thinking I am an idiot.
Because dreams are figments and fragments of reality.
And then I think about everything and conclude there is more to it, enough to merit discussion and that I am not crazy.
Can't say without a doubt what the future brings but I am certain we have an unfinished tale and need to take some time to figure it out.
Time to have a real conversation and lay our cards on the table. You have had the easier part, at least when it comes to my thoughts.
I have to read you based upon what I know and I know quite a bit. I know parts of you as well or better than anyone else, of that I am certain.
But that doesn't provide the full picture, just pieces. I want to fill in the gaps.
Please.
