It is a funny headline to write given current levels of communication, 'Still My Girl Maybe.'
Given your silence and lack of action the more likely and obvious would be 'Johnny Is Delusional' but I never operate solely off of the obvious with us. There are too many reasons and too much history for me to go solely on that.
Can't help how I feel or that I get this sense that you would be devastated if I dropped dead. That is not me being dramatic or trying to get you to react, it is a comment. If we were face-to-face I'd say it matter of fact.
To be clear, I have no reason or expectation to believe that I will so I am not trying to twist your arm with please sleep with me again because I am going to die tomorrow. If it happened it would be a bigger surprise to me than anyone else.
Not the part about you sleeping with me, that is not impossible or improbable. I know you have thought about it more than once.
Life is pretty damn complicated sometimes and there is no simple explanation or reason for why some things happen or don't. They just are or they aren't. I suspect Covid has had a pretty big impact on some of the opportunities that may or may not have existed.
Tell me June, did you like kissing me as much as I liked kissing you. Do you not feel like that thing we had isn't totally gone and that it is more dormant than anything else. It is easier to let it be like that than to let the fire burn because then we just ache.
I could be wrong about it all. You might not have one whit of interest in me anymore. You might think the years have been unkind and that I am not interesting any more or any number of things, totally possible.
Sometimes I have wondered if that was the case but I tend not to worry or wonder much because we were never about looks. The chemistry was so much deeper and substantive, thank you Neville. ;)
Anyhoo, these are just the words of some guy who would spend time with you and walk in our world. Still no expectations but an interest and hope in exploring a few things.
