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The Song Only We Sing

There are fragments of a poem inside my head about song only we can hear that can only be sung together.

I could put some of it to paper and try to share a verse or two but I am not sure now is the time nor place. But it lies inside my head, asking for me to let it run free.

In the interim here are others that I sometimes like to think about.

She Walks in Beauty
George Gordon Byron, 1788 - 1824
 I.

She walks in beauty, like the night
   Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
   Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellowed to that tender light
   Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

II.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
   Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
   Or softly lightens o’er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
   How pure, how dear their dwelling place.

III.

And on that cheek, and o’er that brow,
   So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
   But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
   A heart whose love is innocent!

And

The Passionate Shepherd to His Love
Christopher Marlowe
 Come live with me and be my love,
And we will all the pleasures prove
That valleys, groves, hills, and fields,
Woods, or steepy mountain yields.

And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks,
By shallow rivers to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.

And I will make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroidered all with leaves of myrtle;

A gown made of the finest wool
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of the purest gold;

A belt of straw and ivy buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me, and be my love.

The shepherds’ swains shall dance and sing
For thy delight each May morning:
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me and be my love.

and


O Mistress Mine
by William Shakespeare
O Mistress mine, where are you roaming?
O, stay and hear; your true love's coming,
That can sing both high and low:
Trip no further, - pretty sweeting;
Journeys end in lovers meeting
Every wise man's son doth know.

What is love? 'Tis not hereafter;
Present mirth hath present laughter;
What's to come is still unsure:
In delay there lies not plenty;
Then, come kiss me, sweet and twenty,
Youth's a stuff will not endure.

and

It’s all I have to bring today
Emily Dickinson, 1830 - 1886
It’s all I have to bring today—
This, and my heart beside—
This, and my heart, and all the fields—
And all the meadows wide—
Be sure you count—should I forget
Some one the sum could tell—
This, and my heart, and all the Bees
Which in the Clover dwell.

and

When You are Old
W. B. Yeats, 1865 - 1939
 When you are old and grey and full of sleep,
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;

How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true,
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face;

And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

and

Never give all the heart
W. B. Yeats, 1865 - 1939
Never give all the heart, for love
Will hardly seem worth thinking of
To passionate women if it seem
Certain, and they never dream
That it fades out from kiss to kiss;
For everything that’s lovely is
But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.
O never give the heart outright,
For they, for all smooth lips can say,
Have given their hearts up to the play.
And who could play it well enough
If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost,
For he gave all his heart and lost.

and

Love’s Secret
William Blake, 1757 - 1827
 Never seek to tell thy love,  
  Love that never told can be;  
For the gentle wind doth move  
  Silently, invisibly.  
 
I told my love, I told my love,
  I told her all my heart,  
Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears.  
  Ah! she did depart!  
 
Soon after she was gone from me,  
  A traveller came by,
Silently, invisibly:  
  He took her with a sigh.

*****
There is magic in words and power in moments. A gift only given to those who dare to do more than dream.

Surrender and submit all for that which you cannot touch and cannot be and what once was never transforms into something more than ever more.

And with that the silly man slipped away to set sail across seas as yet uncharted and to find stars as yet unnamed.

FYI

When I got your text it reminded me I always hear your voice. Whenever I read a text or email from you it always feels like you are saying it. Hope you have as much fun as I think you will, what a special moment.

It is Fair To Say

It is fair to say I am excited for you all and that I feel left out. Might sound strange to some, but I think you'll get it. If memory serves you said the same thing to me last year.

Never imagined it would be like it is. Never imagined it would be like it was. Never imagined a lot of things but that doesn't mean I don't imagine other stuff either.

Sunday Afternoon Activities

I don't know about you, but I could go for some Sunday afternoon activities.

Sometimes

Sometimes I think about really writing here again and sometimes I figure it can wait.

Almost Time

I imagine you are really starting to get a little crazed trying to  put together the last few pieces. The time has almost come, hard to believe the day is almost here.

I am sure it will be wonderful.

No Love Letter Today

No love letter today. Maybe a different day if you are lucky and deserving. Maybe you'll earn it back. :)

Love Is a Burning Thing


Dearest June,

Well woman as usual I seem to have trouble staying irritated with you. It is unusual for me because most of the time it is easy for me to stay pissed off, don't even have to think about it.

Like nudniks who think inserting their pearls of wisdom here, well they get my attention in ways that don't serve anyone. I make a note of such things and add a little post it note for later. Apparently I have mellowed a bit because the guy you first met would have gone after the slug who thought they were invited to visit.

Anyhoo, I don't give free rent in my head to them so that is all I'll say. Instead I'll share a quote I came across:
“Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.”
― Paulo Coelho
I love that. It is one of the most sensible things I have read about something that makes so little sense because love is one of the most ridiculous things I have ever encountered.

Maybe it is because I really do feel like I have two sides to me. There is the science and logic guy and there is the other man who looks at science guy and laughs.

Not because he doesn't believe in it but because he believes there are things that fall outside of logic and reason and that we can't apply science to those things in the standard ways we want to.

Maybe there is a tool or method that we can use to make sense. Maybe such a thing exists but we haven't discovered it yet.

In the interim using the standard methods just adds to the craziness.

So I find that I am happiest when straddle the two sides and try to be some sort or meld or alloy between them.

I remember a conversation we had about writing and math that ties into this a bit. We talked about natural ability and touched upon whether practice allows us to improve our skills. If I remember it accurately we said that some things were beyond us, didn't matter how much practice we had at painting we weren't going to be a master.

We also talked about how we see things in our heads and how that is tied into this. We see how the words or numbers fit into the giant puzzle. Well, when it comes to stories and people I see how things fit and I don't limit myself to only seeing what is presented.

Sometimes that is because people say one thing and do another. Sometimes it happens even when their actions reflect their words because I sense something else behind it. All I know is that I pay attention to tactile but feel the influence of the unseen and unspoken.

I stopped trying to control a lot of things and now I just take it as it comes.

The Nudnik

Wonder if the nudnik will make another attempt to stick their nose where it doesn't belong or if they understand the consequences of their actions.

Was quite the day here.

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