Dear June,
Sweetheart I am thinking about our short telephone conversation and it is bittersweet. It is hard because I know that if we were together things wouldn't be perfect and that we would have our disagreements but they would be better than now.
Better because when you are with someone who loves and understands you daily challenges are easier to deal with and overcome.
I miss you terribly and knowing that you were right there and now you aren't is hard. I knew there would be a transition and did the best I could to prepare but it is not easy and in some ways much harder than I would have expected..
My gut still says to relax and that our time is coming. I can't help but believe after all we have been through and overcome that we are on our way to the kind of future we have been dreaming about, but I hate waiting and feeling crazed.
I don't mean to complain so much, but this moment is rough.
I love and miss you.
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