Dear June,
It is a cold and rainy day here but I am sure you already know that. Would be nice to have you here to talk to, would grab your hips and nuzzle your neck. Yeah I know, you said no to that and I laughed.
Laughed because I don't believe you want to say no.
Got things to talk to about, stories to tell and time to spend. Big empty place here and no one but me to fill it. Sometimes I just think about sitting on the couch watching movies with you and spending time together.
Such a day, such a moment, such a life.
Visibility
I Give Myself To You
There will I make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroider'd all with leaves of myrtle.
A belt of straw and ivy buds
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my Love.
--The Passionate Shepherd to his love--Marlowe--
Johnny
Oh Juneleh
Oh Juneleh,
It has been quite the day. Why aren't you here to give me a massage. I have one hell of a knot in my shoulders and many neck is pretty damn stiff.
I would return the favor...maybe, even though you might not deserve it.
Off to the gym for a bit. Got to work off some of this nonsense and think about what I am going to make myself for dinner.
It has been quite the day. Why aren't you here to give me a massage. I have one hell of a knot in my shoulders and many neck is pretty damn stiff.
I would return the favor...maybe, even though you might not deserve it.
Off to the gym for a bit. Got to work off some of this nonsense and think about what I am going to make myself for dinner.
That Obnoxious Guy
Dear June,
Someone told me that I shouldn't tell you that I won't tell you any stories until you are lying beneath me or looking up at me with a full mouth, but that is not how I roll.
I say what I say, do what I do and let the chips fall where they may. Frankly I don't think any of those comments are going to make one whit of difference as to whether any of those things ever happen so from my perspective I haven't lost or gained anything.
Hell, things are good but crazy in my world. Been driving hard to make things happen and I did, but there is a little uncertainty in a couple of areas.
It has been more than challenging but I am doing my best to be patient and to keep pushing so that things turn out as I wish. That is the hardest part, the pushing and patience because so much is outside of my control.
It is hard to do this and just go with the flow, because all of the time and effort I am putting in makes me want to see results sooner than later. But I have come this far so I will continue to keep moving down this path.
With some luck and continued hard work I will see the benefits of these efforts manifest themselves in a big reward.
Someone told me that I shouldn't tell you that I won't tell you any stories until you are lying beneath me or looking up at me with a full mouth, but that is not how I roll.
I say what I say, do what I do and let the chips fall where they may. Frankly I don't think any of those comments are going to make one whit of difference as to whether any of those things ever happen so from my perspective I haven't lost or gained anything.
Hell, things are good but crazy in my world. Been driving hard to make things happen and I did, but there is a little uncertainty in a couple of areas.
It has been more than challenging but I am doing my best to be patient and to keep pushing so that things turn out as I wish. That is the hardest part, the pushing and patience because so much is outside of my control.
It is hard to do this and just go with the flow, because all of the time and effort I am putting in makes me want to see results sooner than later. But I have come this far so I will continue to keep moving down this path.
With some luck and continued hard work I will see the benefits of these efforts manifest themselves in a big reward.
Got The Hat
Ok Juneleh,
My folks are in town. Mom decided she wanted to get me a hat as an early birthday gift. Been wearing it all day. Kind of fun.
My folks are in town. Mom decided she wanted to get me a hat as an early birthday gift. Been wearing it all day. Kind of fun.
Pictures
I look better in person than in those pictures, not to mention that in person offers other opportunities. But you aren't looking for those...yet.
Or maybe you just haven't admitted it to yourself.
I came for work, but it didn't hurt that other possibilities existed.
I sense multiple stories. Some of the best are yet to come. Will be up for a while.
A Thought
There is a part of me that wants to walk right up to you, pull you into my arms, wrap my fingers in your hair and kiss you.
You know, just grab your head with my hand while the other presses against the small of your back and pulls you in close.
There is a part of me that says you might fight for a moment but that you would melt and that I would take you through one hell of a heart pounding moment in time.
There is a part of me that wants to come up behind you and grab your hips and bend you over.
And for right now that is as much of the thought/story/idea as you get my silent partner.
You know, just grab your head with my hand while the other presses against the small of your back and pulls you in close.
There is a part of me that says you might fight for a moment but that you would melt and that I would take you through one hell of a heart pounding moment in time.
There is a part of me that wants to come up behind you and grab your hips and bend you over.
And for right now that is as much of the thought/story/idea as you get my silent partner.
Should I Try To Wear You Down
Dear June,
Well woman if I was more superstitious and in a different sort of mood I would tell you about how close I came to working in a different city and I am not referring to the one I came from.
I was certain that the position was going to come through and on the flight home began working out details of what needed to happen.
Well, I was honestly surprised when it didn't come through and found myself looking elsewhere. I was generally surprised when I found myself headed out here. And more surprised when I began to realize how small a community it is and how I have met people who probably know you.
I haven't asked but when they talk about the community and the relatively few places within our county (yes, I said our county 'cuz I live here too) it stands to reason that you and they have crossed paths.
So you can imagine how surreal it is for me to sit there. Could I mention your name?
Of course I can, but I have intentionally kept things separate because it makes sense and besides a woman like you who is so much older than I am is easily worn out and I would hate to do that to you without giving you a proper warm up first.
Anyhoo, there is a good chance I am going to disappear for a while, try not to miss me too much. I always know when you are thinking about me because I can smell the smoke. ;)
I'd tell you to read this twice, but I know you do that automatically, especially because I am far too handsome and humble.
Well woman if I was more superstitious and in a different sort of mood I would tell you about how close I came to working in a different city and I am not referring to the one I came from.
I was certain that the position was going to come through and on the flight home began working out details of what needed to happen.
Well, I was honestly surprised when it didn't come through and found myself looking elsewhere. I was generally surprised when I found myself headed out here. And more surprised when I began to realize how small a community it is and how I have met people who probably know you.
I haven't asked but when they talk about the community and the relatively few places within our county (yes, I said our county 'cuz I live here too) it stands to reason that you and they have crossed paths.
So you can imagine how surreal it is for me to sit there. Could I mention your name?
Of course I can, but I have intentionally kept things separate because it makes sense and besides a woman like you who is so much older than I am is easily worn out and I would hate to do that to you without giving you a proper warm up first.
Anyhoo, there is a good chance I am going to disappear for a while, try not to miss me too much. I always know when you are thinking about me because I can smell the smoke. ;)
I'd tell you to read this twice, but I know you do that automatically, especially because I am far too handsome and humble.
