Dear June,
I much prefer being completely unfiltered and just letting go. It is entertaining to me to see what kind of crazy shit I can write and how many people will respond. Sort of juvenile, but I think I am at my best when I just let go and write.
Kind of funny to me too because sometimes people read the real and serious stuff and tell me they are surprised. Can't decide if I should be offended because they thought I was some silly buffoon or if it never occurred to them that I might actually have something to say.
Well hell, I have plenty to say about lots of things but sometimes I just refuse to say it because it is not worth my time or I just don't feel like it. And if there is something I am good at it, it is not doing what or whom I don't feel like doing.
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The Future Is Unwritten
Well sweet Juneleh we have hit that time of year where they say the big man upstairs is writing in his book.
I say the future is unwritten and that it is filled with possibilities and potential. I have been to hell and back more than a couple of times during the last decade or so and have no problem saying that the most recent experience was in many ways the worst.
It was a hard fucking year and I got my ass kicked and handed back to me more than once.
But old Johnny is ornery, stubborn and unwilling to just concede defeat. People say and do what they want but I put my head down and do what is required. It always pays off and I think it might have again.
Here is to the future, unwritten and unknown but bigger, better and brighter for all.
Major League baseball fun too, love my team.
I say the future is unwritten and that it is filled with possibilities and potential. I have been to hell and back more than a couple of times during the last decade or so and have no problem saying that the most recent experience was in many ways the worst.
It was a hard fucking year and I got my ass kicked and handed back to me more than once.
But old Johnny is ornery, stubborn and unwilling to just concede defeat. People say and do what they want but I put my head down and do what is required. It always pays off and I think it might have again.
Here is to the future, unwritten and unknown but bigger, better and brighter for all.
Major League baseball fun too, love my team.
Great Meal
Got a great place to take you for dinner...maybe....if you ever get that lucky. :)
A great meal is such a wonderful thing and a bad one is such a let down.
A great meal is such a wonderful thing and a bad one is such a let down.
There Are Words
There are words that I can and might yet use upon this page. Could happen sooner than later, but it might not. :) A good hand upon the back of a head goes a long way.
What a wacky world.
What a wacky world.
Desert Island
Sometimes I think about that desert island and what it would be like to have had all that time. Got a pretty good picture of it I think.
Life Is Funny
If I have learned anything it is that there are very few things in life that I can rule in or out without question. It is a funny thing. BTW, you are still in a monkey in my book, but that is not really a question anyone is asking.
Anyway, the damn hamster wheel needs to be attended to again so I guess I better do something about it. Every now and then I make a point to jump off and look around, hate having things pass me by because I am not paying attention. It is a wacky world.
Anyway, the damn hamster wheel needs to be attended to again so I guess I better do something about it. Every now and then I make a point to jump off and look around, hate having things pass me by because I am not paying attention. It is a wacky world.
A Big Day
Happy 48th Juneleh. ;) Hope your day is all you want it to be, even better than the one from a few years back.
But at your advanced age you probably can't remember yesterday, let alone last week. :)
But at your advanced age you probably can't remember yesterday, let alone last week. :)
A Kiss
They say a kiss is just a kiss but I say sometimes it's far more than that. Life changing is more like it.
Vacation
Wrestling with tech and errands all day. Never did get a vacation this summer and probably won't get one until next year, if I am lucky. Am ready for one or a 900 blowjobs. Hell, a good nap would go a long way.
Maybe the lottery will come through and I can retire.
Maybe the lottery will come through and I can retire.
Not The Red
Don't think I like the red.
Sat in one of these the other day, they aren't pretty but damn they feel good. Added them to my list of unnecessary purchases to be made when I have a significant chunk of extra dough.
Sat in one of these the other day, they aren't pretty but damn they feel good. Added them to my list of unnecessary purchases to be made when I have a significant chunk of extra dough.
Sexual Innuendo
There is no sexual innuendo to be found here and it is not because you need a good spanking or anything else. All of those things are necessary and true, but none of them provide good blog fodder this evening.
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