Dear Juneleh,
Things have been so damn crazy for so long now I feel like my head is on a swivel and that it keeps spinning in circles. Some of it is good and some of it is...less good. Overall I feel like I have finally gotten things turned back around in the right direction, but I still swimming upstream and climbing uphill.
Still have a significant amount of stressful and ridiculous situations to work through. I am blaming those for wreaking havoc on my system. For a while now I have noticed that I go through extended periods where I just feel...off.
My best guess is that when I finalize a few things it will take some of the edge off of some of the crazy and I'll feel normal again. That is not to say that I feel like hell every day because that would be an exaggeration but it happens enough for me to notice. I suppose the good news is that it is easy for me to see how it connects to the outside crap.
I am very curious to see what happens in the next week or so. That could go a long way towards answering some of the questions that have been sloshing around inside my head
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