I like this song

Hi Baby

Hi Babeleh,

Red dress, blue dress- doesn't matter 'cuz you look hot in both.

MLBF

Who Loves You Baby

My Dear One,

Hi Juneleh,

Remember when you used to send me letters in which you called me your dear one? I do and I bet you do too.

I was thinking about a day a short while back when we were together. Was remembering the look in your eyes and how they light up when you smile. Was thinking about what it felt like when you wrapped your legs around me and how time stopped.

Maybe you really did have me at swallow. Suppose it is only fair to say that I want more but I want to give more too.

We should set up some time to make it happen. Love you, my crazy and confused girl.

A Story Whose End Must Now Wait

Dear Juneleh,

I blame you for the song below. ;)

Last night I wave goodbye, now it seems years
I'm back in the city where nothing is clear
But thoughts of me, holding you
Bringing us near
And tell me when will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again?
Time in New England took me away
To long rocky beaches and you, by the bay
We started a story
Whose end must now wait
And tell me when will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again?
I feel the change comin'
I feel the wind blow
I feel brave and daring
I feel my blood flow
With you I could bring out
All the love, that I have
With you there's a Heaven So earth ain't so bad
And tell me when will our eyes meet?
When can I touch you?
When will this strong yearning end?
And when will I hold you again, again?

Wish that little girl a happy birthday for me. Hard to believe how fast they grow. Hard to believe a lot of things yet here we are talking to each other on a different level than through other means.

Think about what we could do together. Think about what we could be together. Better yet, just think about being together.

I can fill all of those holes and make you feel so special and so good. Give me your hand and let me caress your heart.

I still love you as you love me. Don't care if you call me crazy or think I am nuts because you know woman that I know things.

C'mon baby, give me the word and let's take that fire that still burns and set it free. Submit....;)

I Thought of Us

Listening to this and watching Stevie/Lindsey interact made me think of us. That connection I feel never completely goes away. There may be moments where it doesn't feel as strong and then something happens and it comes storming back.

The way they look at each other makes me think that they haven't ever left their secret world either. I have told you before and I'll tell you again that I would like to kiss you again.

I want to dance with you and more. Won't beg to do it. Been down that road and frankly I don't think I need to.

If you were open to it, well I could make it happen.

Babeleh

Baby,

I am lost today in a swirl of thoughts, feeling and confusion. Sometimes I get this crazy feeling where I just miss you terribly and I wonder where it comes from and why it hits me out of the blue.

I am not going to lie and say that I haven't found a way to create a space in which you don't exist. Had to do that for obvious reasons.

But things happen and you come walking back in like nothing ever changed. Ok, I get that it is not literal but damn something comes about that makes me think about you and remember what it was like and...

It just throws me because this is so foreign. I don't recognize this guy that looks at me in the mirror. His face is a bit older and there is a little less hair but the light in his eyes and that curly lip prove it is me.

So I come back to the same places and wonder. I walk through it all and ask myself what it is I want and what I am doing.

I wonder about you. Wonder what you are doing and who you are doing it with. Wonder about the truth of your words and if you have managed to convince yourself of certain things.

I don't know what the future holds but I have my suspicions. You may think you are the boss, but I caught you once and I think that I can do it again, assuming that I would be willing to try.

Got a lot of good things happening now...

Six Years Later

Dear June,

Found a link to this old post and had to smile at what I saw, what I felt and what I read. So much has happened. You were the unexpected star in my sky and the queen of my kingdom.

Sometimes I think you still are or may be again. Would love to kiss you and see if the tales my heart keeps telling are right or wrong.

If you play your cards right maybe you'll get lucky. Lots of changes coming in the very near future. Keep your ear to the ground and maybe I'll tell you, or maybe not.

The first time ever I saw your face

Another Day

Dear June,

This caught my eye for all sorts of reasons. I stumbled onto it and it reminded me of you and I. Got this funny feeling that you are going to visit here today. Granted I could be wrong but sometimes a man has to go with his gut and follow his heart.

And that fair lady is what I am doing- I am following my heart. Been wandering through fields of fire and been amazed by some of what I have seen. So much beauty- wish you were there with me.

Been thinking about you too and wondering how you are doing. Still have this feeling that you are carrying around a heavy burden and would love to ease your load.

Saw AAF today and thought of you. Keep thinking about those rocky beaches, you know the ones with salt water and how much fun it would be to take a long walk. Maybe somewhere down the road.

Some loves never die...

I See You

Dear June,

I see and feel you all around me and wonder what it is that I sense. I still believe in things and wonder if that is foolishness or fate.

I wonder what you would do if you saw me. I wonder if your heart would pound or if it would be empty. I wonder if you dream about the things I see and I think that I know the answer.

I know that answer because I know things. Perhaps one day I will tell you about them.

Interesting Stuff

Ok June, stumbled onto this.