I don't think you know what you want. You spend an awful lot of time following everything I do.
Anyway, I am just enjoying life, it gets more interesting all the time. You are like most women, fickle.
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Dear Stalker
Dear Stalkerleh,
Why not just concede that you are afraid of falling back in love with me and or are not sure if you ever really stopped loving me. We both know you want to see me and that part of you would very much like to feel my hands on your hips and many other places.
Of course I won't just do any of that. You will have to ask for it and even then it might not happen for no other reason than you have forgotten about the awesome power of the penis.
I faked every orgasm with you. ;)
Hee hee, I like messing with you stalkerleh.
Why not just concede that you are afraid of falling back in love with me and or are not sure if you ever really stopped loving me. We both know you want to see me and that part of you would very much like to feel my hands on your hips and many other places.
Of course I won't just do any of that. You will have to ask for it and even then it might not happen for no other reason than you have forgotten about the awesome power of the penis.
I faked every orgasm with you. ;)
Hee hee, I like messing with you stalkerleh.
Grey Hairs
So woman, I wonder if you still have no grey hairs in your special place. I have a picture that I can use to compare the past to the present. ;)
Could be fun. Hee hee
I know you have thought about it, even if you pretend you haven't.
Watching Zero Dark 30 now, paused it so I could get a drink and to give you something new to read because you will show up here again, you are obsessed with me and can't figure out what to do.
Sigh, that animal magnetism is something else.
I could write a whole story about that, but you might freak out, or maybe not. It is like saying you are a bad girl who needs a spanking, you'd like that along with some hair pulling.
Could be fun. Hee hee
I know you have thought about it, even if you pretend you haven't.
Watching Zero Dark 30 now, paused it so I could get a drink and to give you something new to read because you will show up here again, you are obsessed with me and can't figure out what to do.
Sigh, that animal magnetism is something else.
I could write a whole story about that, but you might freak out, or maybe not. It is like saying you are a bad girl who needs a spanking, you'd like that along with some hair pulling.
Friday Night
Ridiculous horny and home alone but using my animal magnetism here--do you feel it? ;)
Hah, I know you do. I can still take you...there and there, and there...
and there.
:D
Hah, I know you do. I can still take you...there and there, and there...
and there.
:D
Intensity With No Pressure
Don't know if that makes sense to you or not, but that is ok. Thinking about going out for sushi or a steak dinner soon. Consider that an open invitation if you want, or not.
Writing is coming along, not as fast as I would like it to, but it is coming.
Question I ask myself is am I willing to let it all hang out.
Writing is coming along, not as fast as I would like it to, but it is coming.
Question I ask myself is am I willing to let it all hang out.
A Cold & Rainy Day
Dear June,
It is a cold and rainy day here but I am sure you already know that. Would be nice to have you here to talk to, would grab your hips and nuzzle your neck. Yeah I know, you said no to that and I laughed.
Laughed because I don't believe you want to say no.
Got things to talk to about, stories to tell and time to spend. Big empty place here and no one but me to fill it. Sometimes I just think about sitting on the couch watching movies with you and spending time together.
Such a day, such a moment, such a life.
It is a cold and rainy day here but I am sure you already know that. Would be nice to have you here to talk to, would grab your hips and nuzzle your neck. Yeah I know, you said no to that and I laughed.
Laughed because I don't believe you want to say no.
Got things to talk to about, stories to tell and time to spend. Big empty place here and no one but me to fill it. Sometimes I just think about sitting on the couch watching movies with you and spending time together.
Such a day, such a moment, such a life.
I Give Myself To You
There will I make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroider'd all with leaves of myrtle.
A belt of straw and ivy buds
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my Love.
--The Passionate Shepherd to his love--Marlowe--
Johnny
Oh Juneleh
Oh Juneleh,
It has been quite the day. Why aren't you here to give me a massage. I have one hell of a knot in my shoulders and many neck is pretty damn stiff.
I would return the favor...maybe, even though you might not deserve it.
Off to the gym for a bit. Got to work off some of this nonsense and think about what I am going to make myself for dinner.
It has been quite the day. Why aren't you here to give me a massage. I have one hell of a knot in my shoulders and many neck is pretty damn stiff.
I would return the favor...maybe, even though you might not deserve it.
Off to the gym for a bit. Got to work off some of this nonsense and think about what I am going to make myself for dinner.
That Obnoxious Guy
Dear June,
Someone told me that I shouldn't tell you that I won't tell you any stories until you are lying beneath me or looking up at me with a full mouth, but that is not how I roll.
I say what I say, do what I do and let the chips fall where they may. Frankly I don't think any of those comments are going to make one whit of difference as to whether any of those things ever happen so from my perspective I haven't lost or gained anything.
Hell, things are good but crazy in my world. Been driving hard to make things happen and I did, but there is a little uncertainty in a couple of areas.
It has been more than challenging but I am doing my best to be patient and to keep pushing so that things turn out as I wish. That is the hardest part, the pushing and patience because so much is outside of my control.
It is hard to do this and just go with the flow, because all of the time and effort I am putting in makes me want to see results sooner than later. But I have come this far so I will continue to keep moving down this path.
With some luck and continued hard work I will see the benefits of these efforts manifest themselves in a big reward.
Someone told me that I shouldn't tell you that I won't tell you any stories until you are lying beneath me or looking up at me with a full mouth, but that is not how I roll.
I say what I say, do what I do and let the chips fall where they may. Frankly I don't think any of those comments are going to make one whit of difference as to whether any of those things ever happen so from my perspective I haven't lost or gained anything.
Hell, things are good but crazy in my world. Been driving hard to make things happen and I did, but there is a little uncertainty in a couple of areas.
It has been more than challenging but I am doing my best to be patient and to keep pushing so that things turn out as I wish. That is the hardest part, the pushing and patience because so much is outside of my control.
It is hard to do this and just go with the flow, because all of the time and effort I am putting in makes me want to see results sooner than later. But I have come this far so I will continue to keep moving down this path.
With some luck and continued hard work I will see the benefits of these efforts manifest themselves in a big reward.
