There is no snow upon the ground but I sometimes wonder if it lies upon our hearts.
Been so much going on in my life I wonder how I manage to lift my head and enjoy the warmth of the son upon my face.
And then I remember, I do it because I don't know any other way.
I can feel myself changing and I wonder where it leads and what it will lead to.
So many challenges overcome and so many still ahead.
Sometimes I swear I feel you thinking about walking into my arms and sometimes I think it is just the dreams of a crazy man.
Sometimes I think many things and say nothing because silence and I have become close friends.
This aging thing isn't easy. I work out twice as hard for half the gains and enjoy strange aches and pains.
But I feel and see progress.
I had to visit a hotel we once spent time in.
It made me smile, the memories.
The guy I was with asked me why I was smiling and I told him the memories were good. He said they must have been amazing because I had a Cheshire Cat grin.
I told him they got better as time went on.
He told me he hoped I could make new ones and I said that is a good toast for us all.
The future is bright, even if it is a little bit scary.
My eyes are wide open. I see possibility.
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