Can't wait to run tonight. Been one long day and I am just tired. Tired of feeling like I have all of the heavy lifting on my shoulders and little to no help. Tired of busting my ass and just not getting anywhere.
Bleah.
Hope your meeting went better than expected.
Life shouldn't be made harder in such dumb and asinine ways. There is a better way than this, I know it.
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Positions
Dear Juneleh,
Was thinking about you today and it occurred to me there are a few positions we need to try.
Why?
Because we are believers in science and that means we must use the scientific method to determine what we like best.
Furthermore once we determine what our favorite is we shall be required to confirm it by repetition.
Now that I have placed this idea in your head I'm obligated to tell you my hands are not currently on your hips or in your hair...yet.
Curious
Ok woman, I am waiting to hear from you about whether you learned more about the letter on Saturday night or not.
It Would Be Nice
Dear Juneleh,
It would be nice to hug and be hugged. It would be nice to kiss you and nuzzle your neck. It would be nice to feel your body next to mine.
It would be nice to spend a quiet moment sharing a meal with you. It would be nice to watch a movie together and to just enjoy the moment.
To connect in person and savor that moment, one that goes far too quickly yet lasts a lifetime.
It would be nice to hug and be hugged. It would be nice to kiss you and nuzzle your neck. It would be nice to feel your body next to mine.
It would be nice to spend a quiet moment sharing a meal with you. It would be nice to watch a movie together and to just enjoy the moment.
To connect in person and savor that moment, one that goes far too quickly yet lasts a lifetime.
Romance On Command
Not a fan of days where I am told I must be romantic but if I said I would still kiss you romantically today it would be true. Hell, there is a spot of romance in me that hasn't died yet, or so I suspect. You might even bring it out.
Might even kiss you and say those three words... Your mouth please. ;)
Hee hee, just kidding. I wouldn't say that. I would look into your eyes and say I love you. Really.
But that's not something we have to worry about on this evening now is it. :) See you at the Rodeo.
Might even kiss you and say those three words... Your mouth please. ;)
Hee hee, just kidding. I wouldn't say that. I would look into your eyes and say I love you. Really.
But that's not something we have to worry about on this evening now is it. :) See you at the Rodeo.
Months
Dear June,
Ok woman of my dreams and girl I love, would you be surprised if I told you I want to have months alone with you.
I could and would take/have you in every way we could think of more than once. Some of it because I want to find out what our favorite way to do it is.
Ok, scratch that I know our favorite way but I am curious about our second, third, fourth and fifth. I have a very specific idea about what I want to do right now too and I could share that here but I am going to let you wonder.
Yeah, I know you think you know but I am still not going to say. Save it for some other day.
The point isn't that I want to wear you out in bed but that I still think it is incredible to know there is someone out there who you never get tired of spending time with.
That is exceptional, special and meaningful. You changed my life and I am grateful.
Ok woman of my dreams and girl I love, would you be surprised if I told you I want to have months alone with you.
I could and would take/have you in every way we could think of more than once. Some of it because I want to find out what our favorite way to do it is.
Ok, scratch that I know our favorite way but I am curious about our second, third, fourth and fifth. I have a very specific idea about what I want to do right now too and I could share that here but I am going to let you wonder.
Yeah, I know you think you know but I am still not going to say. Save it for some other day.
The point isn't that I want to wear you out in bed but that I still think it is incredible to know there is someone out there who you never get tired of spending time with.
That is exceptional, special and meaningful. You changed my life and I am grateful.
Friday
You kind of aggravated me yesterday but my stress level is so high that it is almost hard not to aggravate me. Makes me crazy to be in this position and feel like I am on doing it on my own.
But you proved to me again that you are the exception because even though I was aggravated I still wanted to have my way with you. And if I could have, I would have thoroughly enjoyed getting you hot and bothered.
That is another thing I know I am good at but it would be a lot of fun to have time to try out some new tricks with you. The next time I get you in bed... Damn, this love thing is something else.
But you proved to me again that you are the exception because even though I was aggravated I still wanted to have my way with you. And if I could have, I would have thoroughly enjoyed getting you hot and bothered.
That is another thing I know I am good at but it would be a lot of fun to have time to try out some new tricks with you. The next time I get you in bed... Damn, this love thing is something else.
I Would Like To Feed You
Ok sweet love of mine, I would like to feed you. Run my fingers through your hair, grab your hips and...
Too bad I can't sneak into your hotel room.
Too bad I can't sneak into your hotel room.
Didn't Plan On Updating
Didn't plan on updating this today but I was out and for a moment I thought I smelled you. Caught me off guard, threw me and I turned in a full circle trying to figure out who it was.
I knew damn well it wasn't you but I still looked for you first. Big surprise there. Should I start singing You Were Always On My Mind. Probably not. :)
What that moment really reinforces is how powerful smell and memory are. Don't know about you or anyone else but it is not unusual for a flood of images to swirl by alongside the scent. Definitely had a few this time.
I knew damn well it wasn't you but I still looked for you first. Big surprise there. Should I start singing You Were Always On My Mind. Probably not. :)
What that moment really reinforces is how powerful smell and memory are. Don't know about you or anyone else but it is not unusual for a flood of images to swirl by alongside the scent. Definitely had a few this time.
Still Sexy
Well June you might wonder if the sexual innuendo has been sent your way because I am horny or interested and I have an answer.
It is both.
I am horny and I am interested.
But you know I think you are both sexy and hot and that I am not saying it because I think it is how I'll get into your pants.
I know exactly how to get into your pants. I'll use my hands and then slide them off of those long legs and give you a nice ride.
I still say that when someone asks me what I am good at I could answer that I am not just good at loving you, I am great.
Anyway, I am tearing out what little hair I have left trying to get things in order here. Hardest part is doing it myself, but the choices I made 20 years ago leave me with the consequences of today. And so it goes or so comes the revolution.
Well sexy lady there is only so much time in the day and mine is calling for me to focus elsewhere so off I go for a bit.
It is both.
I am horny and I am interested.
But you know I think you are both sexy and hot and that I am not saying it because I think it is how I'll get into your pants.
I know exactly how to get into your pants. I'll use my hands and then slide them off of those long legs and give you a nice ride.
I still say that when someone asks me what I am good at I could answer that I am not just good at loving you, I am great.
Anyway, I am tearing out what little hair I have left trying to get things in order here. Hardest part is doing it myself, but the choices I made 20 years ago leave me with the consequences of today. And so it goes or so comes the revolution.
Well sexy lady there is only so much time in the day and mine is calling for me to focus elsewhere so off I go for a bit.
Work Out
I don't know about you, but I could use a good work out about now. Something to release a few endorphins and send stress somewhere else.
In an ideal world that would be every day.
In an ideal world that would be every day.
