Dear Sweet Juneleh,
Sometimes I think about us lying in bed just after we finish making love and I smile because I think about how happy we were.
And I think about the details and wonder why I never did with anyone else. Even when I was in love I didn't get lost in thought about all the details the way I do with you.
I can picture so many little things. I can see the faces you make, your expressions and how you responded to how I touched you.
And I think about this feeling and how fun it is to talk about being married to you and how much I love saying I love you.
It makes me feel a bit foolish and somewhat goofy. And I think about blurring the lines and doing things that I have never done with you and how comfortable we are.
And then I sometimes wonder if I tell you too much. If I should be more reserved, more quiet and more circumspect. Would you notice if I pulled back. Would you notice if I was different.
Could I really be anyone other than who I am.
So many thoughts. So many ideas. So much love.
time will tell
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