Dear Juneleh,
Don't let your "I see that you are busy" pal know I took my shirt off to write this post or that I can speak with knowledge about 'busy' experiences. ;)
Jammed for time, got to get back to work so that I can send out meeting invites for a very big meeting. This one could be huge, no exaggeration.
Almost afraid of jinxing it if I say anything but it got moved from tomorrow to next week.
Let's hope I get lucky knowing that I made my own luck with this one. It is with our people so I am excited about working with them and knowing I can probably help in many ways.
Almost goosed you the other night just for fun, but I didn't.
Might not ever or I might.
Never know what can happen even when you know things.
Visibility
Inside You
Dear Juneleh,
Be careful about letting me inside your head because once that happens I'll get back inside all the other places and spaces too. ;)
Kind of funny to see you here, but I kind of like it. We'll see how it all goes and you might find yourself with a life changing experience or two or twenty.
Never imagined it would be as it is or believed it is the only way. Certainly learned life can be filled with twist and turns. Still believe I am the guy who can carry and support you like no other.
Why?
Why not. It fits
But I am not focused on the long term, just looking at the present.
Still wondering about those lips and how they feel pressed up against mine. Hell, still thinking about you fit inside my arms. Always have.
Be careful about letting me inside your head because once that happens I'll get back inside all the other places and spaces too. ;)
Kind of funny to see you here, but I kind of like it. We'll see how it all goes and you might find yourself with a life changing experience or two or twenty.
Never imagined it would be as it is or believed it is the only way. Certainly learned life can be filled with twist and turns. Still believe I am the guy who can carry and support you like no other.
Why?
Why not. It fits
But I am not focused on the long term, just looking at the present.
Still wondering about those lips and how they feel pressed up against mine. Hell, still thinking about you fit inside my arms. Always have.
For My Picky Eater
I have got something for my picky eater. A tasty delight she hasn't had in a while.
If I could figure it out I'd spirit you off to some island hideaway and help you unwind, relax and forget the world for a little bit. I know your brain is like a browser with 198 open tabs, but I have some ideas for how to close most if not all of them.
I always wanted a little excitement but not the current crap we have going on here. I flip back and forth about what to do and how to do it.
Not ready to just give up but uncertain about whether we can fix what is broken. Possibility is absolutely there, but will we collectively do so?
Dunno.
More fun to talk or think about other...things.
Curiosity pushes me on some stuff as do some other ideas but I'm saving that for a different time. Might not ever share or say, but I might.
Life is filled with twists and turns. Hug you later woman.
If I could figure it out I'd spirit you off to some island hideaway and help you unwind, relax and forget the world for a little bit. I know your brain is like a browser with 198 open tabs, but I have some ideas for how to close most if not all of them.
I always wanted a little excitement but not the current crap we have going on here. I flip back and forth about what to do and how to do it.
Not ready to just give up but uncertain about whether we can fix what is broken. Possibility is absolutely there, but will we collectively do so?
Dunno.
More fun to talk or think about other...things.
Curiosity pushes me on some stuff as do some other ideas but I'm saving that for a different time. Might not ever share or say, but I might.
Life is filled with twists and turns. Hug you later woman.
What To Say
Dear June,
Thought about writing a letter about bending you over the couch or dominating you in some other way. Thought about telling you how I'll wrap my fingers in your hair and take you.
Except you already know those things cross my mind from time to time.
Thought about writing you a romantic letter and talk about how good you smell. Talk about burying my nose in your neck and whispering things that will make you hair stand on end in a good way.
Thought about all those things and more but doing none of it here.
Still think you need to let yourself melt into my arms because you fit there like they were made for you and maybe they were.
Life is a hell of a ride and we never know what lies in front, behind or underneath us.
Go back to the beginning and we said that we'd always feel a certain way. I am not going to comment on whether that is true, false or a mix of the two. Not going to comment on circumstances or how we can decide to act or not.
Just going to say this age we are at sounded old to me then, not ancient but old and now...it doesn't.
Old enough to know a few things but young enough to still have lots to do and think it is possible.
Possibilities...Got to love possibilities.
Still plan on drinking a bottle of ketchup for you. ;)
Thought about writing a letter about bending you over the couch or dominating you in some other way. Thought about telling you how I'll wrap my fingers in your hair and take you.
Except you already know those things cross my mind from time to time.
Thought about writing you a romantic letter and talk about how good you smell. Talk about burying my nose in your neck and whispering things that will make you hair stand on end in a good way.
Thought about all those things and more but doing none of it here.
Still think you need to let yourself melt into my arms because you fit there like they were made for you and maybe they were.
Life is a hell of a ride and we never know what lies in front, behind or underneath us.
Go back to the beginning and we said that we'd always feel a certain way. I am not going to comment on whether that is true, false or a mix of the two. Not going to comment on circumstances or how we can decide to act or not.
Just going to say this age we are at sounded old to me then, not ancient but old and now...it doesn't.
Old enough to know a few things but young enough to still have lots to do and think it is possible.
Possibilities...Got to love possibilities.
Still plan on drinking a bottle of ketchup for you. ;)
Curious
Dear Juneleh,
Got this feeling that you'll be back here sooner than later. Got a bunch of feelings that I have mulled over sharing but haven't said a damn word just because.
Suppose you have an idea but then again maybe you don't. Got a few ideas about what you may or may not think but don't spend much time trying to analyze. Still got this idea about the physical that I am fairly certain is rock solid.
Been a hard few days and not hard in the way I like or you. ;)
It is one of those grind it out and you'll see what happens.
In a different life I would have come home and said I need your mind and your body, might need your body first to clear my mind. :)
It is a fucked up world sometimes, but there are some highlights and cool opportunities.
Got to hit the place with the machines and metal now.
Got this feeling that you'll be back here sooner than later. Got a bunch of feelings that I have mulled over sharing but haven't said a damn word just because.
Suppose you have an idea but then again maybe you don't. Got a few ideas about what you may or may not think but don't spend much time trying to analyze. Still got this idea about the physical that I am fairly certain is rock solid.
Been a hard few days and not hard in the way I like or you. ;)
It is one of those grind it out and you'll see what happens.
In a different life I would have come home and said I need your mind and your body, might need your body first to clear my mind. :)
It is a fucked up world sometimes, but there are some highlights and cool opportunities.
Got to hit the place with the machines and metal now.
A Better Love
Dear June,
Haven't updated or been here in a while but I want to point out I am a better lover than the others.
Why?
Because of that eternal connection.
We can fight it and pretend it is not real, but it most certainly exists. Only takes a small spark to light that fire.
Love is a funny sort of thing.
Haven't updated or been here in a while but I want to point out I am a better lover than the others.
Why?
Because of that eternal connection.
We can fight it and pretend it is not real, but it most certainly exists. Only takes a small spark to light that fire.
Love is a funny sort of thing.
Hey June
Hey Juneleh,
I figure you'll be showing up here eventually just to see what I have done/said. Maybe I'll show/tell you in person or maybe not.
;)
I figure you'll be showing up here eventually just to see what I have done/said. Maybe I'll show/tell you in person or maybe not.
;)
Science
Dear June,
Sometimes I think you are waiting for me to ask you out. I think you have thought about kissing me and letting things go a little bit further too.
I think you want it and aren't sure how to make it happen or if you can.
Maybe I am right. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe we ought to test it out in and in the name of science let our lips learn if memory is accurate or history.
C'mon shy girl.
Sometimes I think you are waiting for me to ask you out. I think you have thought about kissing me and letting things go a little bit further too.
I think you want it and aren't sure how to make it happen or if you can.
Maybe I am right. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe we ought to test it out in and in the name of science let our lips learn if memory is accurate or history.
C'mon shy girl.
Sooner Or Later
Dear June,
Sooner or later you are going to be in my arms. Can't say if it is just a quick hug or something more, but I can say it will happen.
Sooner or later you are going to be in my arms. Can't say if it is just a quick hug or something more, but I can say it will happen.
Your Picture
Hey June,
If I told you I looked at a certain picture you sent me where you stressed "no gray hairs" would that irk you or get you wondering if I am interested in seeing certain areas again.
Would it stroke your ego if I told you I thought about stroking you...hard. :)
I figure muscle memory will kick in and that inexplicable, indescribable thing we share would get moving and I'd be able to make you smile 'cuz I'll take you back to that place.
It wouldn't be a lie if I said I have thought about your lips and tongue more than once or that I would like to feed you again.
There are definitely moments where I think two almost middle aged people can really do it for each other.
It is chemical this thing, has to be. No other explanation unless you want to get into Pasqualina and that whole Virgo woman ought to listen to her Taurus man thing.
You need to be reminded you are all woman and I can do that. Maybe. :)
Try not to think too hard about me, it makes me blush. ;)
When you think of me, I just might be thinking of you too...who knows. :)
If I told you I looked at a certain picture you sent me where you stressed "no gray hairs" would that irk you or get you wondering if I am interested in seeing certain areas again.
Would it stroke your ego if I told you I thought about stroking you...hard. :)
I figure muscle memory will kick in and that inexplicable, indescribable thing we share would get moving and I'd be able to make you smile 'cuz I'll take you back to that place.
It wouldn't be a lie if I said I have thought about your lips and tongue more than once or that I would like to feed you again.
There are definitely moments where I think two almost middle aged people can really do it for each other.
It is chemical this thing, has to be. No other explanation unless you want to get into Pasqualina and that whole Virgo woman ought to listen to her Taurus man thing.
You need to be reminded you are all woman and I can do that. Maybe. :)
Try not to think too hard about me, it makes me blush. ;)
When you think of me, I just might be thinking of you too...who knows. :)
Come Here
Come sit on my lap and let's talk about whatever pops up.
Let's catch up on all we have missed out on and let chemistry take over. Maybe we'll make love or maybe I'll put you on all fours and have my way with you. Submit.
Let me feed you. Give yourself to me and I'll take you to our special place again.
Tell me about your troubles and rest in my arms. Let me carry you for a while. I am good at it and I can ease your mind. Instead of running around with 10,000 tabs open inside your head I'll help you make it only 6 or 9.
Maybe you'll do the same for me.
I feel you thinking and wondering. Hear you telling yourself to stay away and making lists of reasons why you should.
And I feel you coming back anyway.
Hard to feel out of control...isn't it.
Kind of fun too.
I know you remember that feeling and how surprised we were to feel like kids again.
So surreal to think how distant it can feel and know that in seconds it could change. There is magic here and always have been.
Don't ask me to explain how or why or tell you what I think I will happen because I choose to remain silent on that. You'll see is my answer.
You're sexy, beautiful and amazing. Always have been and always will be.
And now it is time for this old man to take his old worn out self elsewhere. If I can't be reproductive I have be productive and that requires focus elsewhere.
Good thing I have that laser focus too. It helps me get quite a bit a done in short bursts.
Fear is a funny thing too, we have become good friends...fear and I.
That fucker has been living with me for a long time, I know him far too well. But that is how life goes sometimes.
Let's catch up on all we have missed out on and let chemistry take over. Maybe we'll make love or maybe I'll put you on all fours and have my way with you. Submit.
Let me feed you. Give yourself to me and I'll take you to our special place again.
Tell me about your troubles and rest in my arms. Let me carry you for a while. I am good at it and I can ease your mind. Instead of running around with 10,000 tabs open inside your head I'll help you make it only 6 or 9.
Maybe you'll do the same for me.
I feel you thinking and wondering. Hear you telling yourself to stay away and making lists of reasons why you should.
And I feel you coming back anyway.
Hard to feel out of control...isn't it.
Kind of fun too.
I know you remember that feeling and how surprised we were to feel like kids again.
So surreal to think how distant it can feel and know that in seconds it could change. There is magic here and always have been.
Don't ask me to explain how or why or tell you what I think I will happen because I choose to remain silent on that. You'll see is my answer.
You're sexy, beautiful and amazing. Always have been and always will be.
And now it is time for this old man to take his old worn out self elsewhere. If I can't be reproductive I have be productive and that requires focus elsewhere.
Good thing I have that laser focus too. It helps me get quite a bit a done in short bursts.
Fear is a funny thing too, we have become good friends...fear and I.
That fucker has been living with me for a long time, I know him far too well. But that is how life goes sometimes.
