Dear Sweet Juneleh,
I can't predict the long term future but in the short term I'll say I am certain we are going to find our way back to something more than you reading my words.
Something that combines our mental/emotional connection with the physical. We're both thinking about it, both wondering.
I will have you again and you will have me. The world we built may be unconventional, but it is not dead.
It is sacred ground and magical.
I have kept my hands to myself when I have seen you, but I have had to remind myself.
You may say it is lust or just a man being horny and I'll say that plays the smallest role.
It is because it feels right. It feels normal.
Like I should put my hand on the small of your back as I open the door for you and we walk in.
We still don't know everything about each other, but we know all of the really important stuff. The silly back and forth about food, doesn't matter.
It is effortless spending time together.
We know how to take care of each other and the fact that it is so natural makes all the difference.
It is not work.
Two thrusts and I am all the way in physically, but mentally, it is already there.
Visibility
Run Away
Dear Juneleh,
Want to run away with me to some quiet place where we can take time to breathe, relax and unwind?
Somewhere that let's us be men and women who aren't constantly running. A place where we can enjoy time with each other and appreciate the moment as opposed to constantly racing from place to place and thing to thing.
Give me your hand woman and let's take a moment.
Want to run away with me to some quiet place where we can take time to breathe, relax and unwind?
Somewhere that let's us be men and women who aren't constantly running. A place where we can enjoy time with each other and appreciate the moment as opposed to constantly racing from place to place and thing to thing.
Give me your hand woman and let's take a moment.
How Long?
How long do you plan on waiting until you wrap yourself around me? How long before you are ready to be taken?
I suppose the answer to the latter is I am not really asking, I am going to just do it.
Won't tell you when, but it will probably be after you ask for it and I say no.
But one of these days I am going to give you the kind of hug you haven't had in a long while. One of these days I am going to do a bunch of things and then you can say thank you. :)
I suppose the answer to the latter is I am not really asking, I am going to just do it.
Won't tell you when, but it will probably be after you ask for it and I say no.
But one of these days I am going to give you the kind of hug you haven't had in a long while. One of these days I am going to do a bunch of things and then you can say thank you. :)
You Know What I Want
Dear Sweet Juneleh,
I want your mouth. It is not all that I want or need, but I want it. Are you going to make me wait and ask in person or just offer.
My guess is it could either way, anything is possible.
I feel a little bit like I am falling and a little bit like I am controlling the fall.
Except I feel like I was thrown onto Pegasus and he is flying while trying to throw me off. Do you feel it too?
Am I the only crazy one?
Will we catch each other or will I bounce down the side of the mountain? I won't be surprised by either.
Won't know until it happens. Kind of excited about finding out and kind of scared too. :)
I want your mouth. It is not all that I want or need, but I want it. Are you going to make me wait and ask in person or just offer.
My guess is it could either way, anything is possible.
I feel a little bit like I am falling and a little bit like I am controlling the fall.
Except I feel like I was thrown onto Pegasus and he is flying while trying to throw me off. Do you feel it too?
Am I the only crazy one?
Will we catch each other or will I bounce down the side of the mountain? I won't be surprised by either.
Won't know until it happens. Kind of excited about finding out and kind of scared too. :)
Shirtless
Dear Juneleh,
Don't let your "I see that you are busy" pal know I took my shirt off to write this post or that I can speak with knowledge about 'busy' experiences. ;)
Jammed for time, got to get back to work so that I can send out meeting invites for a very big meeting. This one could be huge, no exaggeration.
Almost afraid of jinxing it if I say anything but it got moved from tomorrow to next week.
Let's hope I get lucky knowing that I made my own luck with this one. It is with our people so I am excited about working with them and knowing I can probably help in many ways.
Almost goosed you the other night just for fun, but I didn't.
Might not ever or I might.
Never know what can happen even when you know things.
Don't let your "I see that you are busy" pal know I took my shirt off to write this post or that I can speak with knowledge about 'busy' experiences. ;)
Jammed for time, got to get back to work so that I can send out meeting invites for a very big meeting. This one could be huge, no exaggeration.
Almost afraid of jinxing it if I say anything but it got moved from tomorrow to next week.
Let's hope I get lucky knowing that I made my own luck with this one. It is with our people so I am excited about working with them and knowing I can probably help in many ways.
Almost goosed you the other night just for fun, but I didn't.
Might not ever or I might.
Never know what can happen even when you know things.
Inside You
Dear Juneleh,
Be careful about letting me inside your head because once that happens I'll get back inside all the other places and spaces too. ;)
Kind of funny to see you here, but I kind of like it. We'll see how it all goes and you might find yourself with a life changing experience or two or twenty.
Never imagined it would be as it is or believed it is the only way. Certainly learned life can be filled with twist and turns. Still believe I am the guy who can carry and support you like no other.
Why?
Why not. It fits
But I am not focused on the long term, just looking at the present.
Still wondering about those lips and how they feel pressed up against mine. Hell, still thinking about you fit inside my arms. Always have.
Be careful about letting me inside your head because once that happens I'll get back inside all the other places and spaces too. ;)
Kind of funny to see you here, but I kind of like it. We'll see how it all goes and you might find yourself with a life changing experience or two or twenty.
Never imagined it would be as it is or believed it is the only way. Certainly learned life can be filled with twist and turns. Still believe I am the guy who can carry and support you like no other.
Why?
Why not. It fits
But I am not focused on the long term, just looking at the present.
Still wondering about those lips and how they feel pressed up against mine. Hell, still thinking about you fit inside my arms. Always have.
For My Picky Eater
I have got something for my picky eater. A tasty delight she hasn't had in a while.
If I could figure it out I'd spirit you off to some island hideaway and help you unwind, relax and forget the world for a little bit. I know your brain is like a browser with 198 open tabs, but I have some ideas for how to close most if not all of them.
I always wanted a little excitement but not the current crap we have going on here. I flip back and forth about what to do and how to do it.
Not ready to just give up but uncertain about whether we can fix what is broken. Possibility is absolutely there, but will we collectively do so?
Dunno.
More fun to talk or think about other...things.
Curiosity pushes me on some stuff as do some other ideas but I'm saving that for a different time. Might not ever share or say, but I might.
Life is filled with twists and turns. Hug you later woman.
If I could figure it out I'd spirit you off to some island hideaway and help you unwind, relax and forget the world for a little bit. I know your brain is like a browser with 198 open tabs, but I have some ideas for how to close most if not all of them.
I always wanted a little excitement but not the current crap we have going on here. I flip back and forth about what to do and how to do it.
Not ready to just give up but uncertain about whether we can fix what is broken. Possibility is absolutely there, but will we collectively do so?
Dunno.
More fun to talk or think about other...things.
Curiosity pushes me on some stuff as do some other ideas but I'm saving that for a different time. Might not ever share or say, but I might.
Life is filled with twists and turns. Hug you later woman.
What To Say
Dear June,
Thought about writing a letter about bending you over the couch or dominating you in some other way. Thought about telling you how I'll wrap my fingers in your hair and take you.
Except you already know those things cross my mind from time to time.
Thought about writing you a romantic letter and talk about how good you smell. Talk about burying my nose in your neck and whispering things that will make you hair stand on end in a good way.
Thought about all those things and more but doing none of it here.
Still think you need to let yourself melt into my arms because you fit there like they were made for you and maybe they were.
Life is a hell of a ride and we never know what lies in front, behind or underneath us.
Go back to the beginning and we said that we'd always feel a certain way. I am not going to comment on whether that is true, false or a mix of the two. Not going to comment on circumstances or how we can decide to act or not.
Just going to say this age we are at sounded old to me then, not ancient but old and now...it doesn't.
Old enough to know a few things but young enough to still have lots to do and think it is possible.
Possibilities...Got to love possibilities.
Still plan on drinking a bottle of ketchup for you. ;)
Thought about writing a letter about bending you over the couch or dominating you in some other way. Thought about telling you how I'll wrap my fingers in your hair and take you.
Except you already know those things cross my mind from time to time.
Thought about writing you a romantic letter and talk about how good you smell. Talk about burying my nose in your neck and whispering things that will make you hair stand on end in a good way.
Thought about all those things and more but doing none of it here.
Still think you need to let yourself melt into my arms because you fit there like they were made for you and maybe they were.
Life is a hell of a ride and we never know what lies in front, behind or underneath us.
Go back to the beginning and we said that we'd always feel a certain way. I am not going to comment on whether that is true, false or a mix of the two. Not going to comment on circumstances or how we can decide to act or not.
Just going to say this age we are at sounded old to me then, not ancient but old and now...it doesn't.
Old enough to know a few things but young enough to still have lots to do and think it is possible.
Possibilities...Got to love possibilities.
Still plan on drinking a bottle of ketchup for you. ;)
Curious
Dear Juneleh,
Got this feeling that you'll be back here sooner than later. Got a bunch of feelings that I have mulled over sharing but haven't said a damn word just because.
Suppose you have an idea but then again maybe you don't. Got a few ideas about what you may or may not think but don't spend much time trying to analyze. Still got this idea about the physical that I am fairly certain is rock solid.
Been a hard few days and not hard in the way I like or you. ;)
It is one of those grind it out and you'll see what happens.
In a different life I would have come home and said I need your mind and your body, might need your body first to clear my mind. :)
It is a fucked up world sometimes, but there are some highlights and cool opportunities.
Got to hit the place with the machines and metal now.
Got this feeling that you'll be back here sooner than later. Got a bunch of feelings that I have mulled over sharing but haven't said a damn word just because.
Suppose you have an idea but then again maybe you don't. Got a few ideas about what you may or may not think but don't spend much time trying to analyze. Still got this idea about the physical that I am fairly certain is rock solid.
Been a hard few days and not hard in the way I like or you. ;)
It is one of those grind it out and you'll see what happens.
In a different life I would have come home and said I need your mind and your body, might need your body first to clear my mind. :)
It is a fucked up world sometimes, but there are some highlights and cool opportunities.
Got to hit the place with the machines and metal now.
A Better Love
Dear June,
Haven't updated or been here in a while but I want to point out I am a better lover than the others.
Why?
Because of that eternal connection.
We can fight it and pretend it is not real, but it most certainly exists. Only takes a small spark to light that fire.
Love is a funny sort of thing.
Haven't updated or been here in a while but I want to point out I am a better lover than the others.
Why?
Because of that eternal connection.
We can fight it and pretend it is not real, but it most certainly exists. Only takes a small spark to light that fire.
Love is a funny sort of thing.
Hey June
Hey Juneleh,
I figure you'll be showing up here eventually just to see what I have done/said. Maybe I'll show/tell you in person or maybe not.
;)
I figure you'll be showing up here eventually just to see what I have done/said. Maybe I'll show/tell you in person or maybe not.
;)
