Did You Find It?

 Dear Sweet June,

I wrote a post the other day that I am not sure you have read so just in case here is the link.

When I told you I would write for you I didn't mean that I would write you a letter but you took it that way and I figure what the fuck.

Already told you all sorts of stuff, why not just write, especially if it makes you feel good cuz I like taking care of you.

Could write about asking you to blow me because I know you like it and hell, so do I.

Could write about cooking you a meal because I really can do that too. Not classically trained, kind of messy in the kitchen but I make it work.

Could write about making love to you.

Could write about just lying in bed with my Lady June and talking. Could talk about our world.

Got to tell you, if we ever ended up living together, out in the open, and everyone knew about us they still wouldn't know about our world.

That place is ours forever, no matter what happens.

It would be obvious to people and they would know we had it and they weren't/aren't part of it/.

You smell good woman, my oh my, you always smell so damn good. I could tell you a story or two about that...

Might be a little tipsy now, going to end this for the moment before I say too damn much.

Will end by saying I really miss having hours of uninterrupted time with you. Life is a hell of a ride, a hell of a ride.

Never know if you'll grab the brass ring or be thrown from the horse.

Let's Play A Game

 You might think I am going to suggest let's play hide the a salami or let's see if June can deep throat Johnny. Both are fun and both will be played, but I think we're going with let's see when my sweet girl submits.

Let's see when Babeleh says, "Johnny, I miss you terribly and need to hide in your arms and listen to your heart."

Or we can play when Johnny says no to June unless she says please.

If you ask nicely I may even write you a very special letter. May write it regardless and see how long it takes you to find it.

Always a nice surprise to see you come by here, sometimes you surprise me. It a good thing, mostly.

Had one horrific day Juneleh, wanted to scream. So damn frustrating. Hoping I figured it out and solved a few things, but I don't know.

I think I may have to go through some more hell to get to the other side. So damn annoying, but I guess I'll figure it out.

Whole body hurts from being clenched.

Feh.

Want to help me smile. ;)

Got to run for now, see you around Lady June.

Expectations

 Dear Juneleh,

You won't be surprised if I tell you I expect to spend time with you and that I expect to have you. If we were magically transported into our own suite I wouldn't know what I would do first.

I'd hug and kiss you, run my hands all over you but I can't say if I'd ask for your mouth or gently put you on your back and bury myself inside of you.

Might do both, could be one or either.

I could tell you I wand to do it doggy or see you on top.

Could just hold you in my arms and enjoy the connection.

I am sure I'll make love to you and I am sure I'll fuck you but how, when and where I can't say.

When?

That is the biggest question to me. When. Not how or where.

I told you if you come here to our cyberhome it says to me you are interested in us and my only expectation there is to see where it leads. Have my ideas, but life has proven that you never can tell what can or cannot be.

So I start with the simple and the easy.

I haven't any doubt our world can be our refuge and that is invaluable.

So know when we get our moment I will be focused on you. Not that I am not now, but I look forward to being able to pay that kind of focused intimate attention.

I want to make you cum over and over. I have missed that. You're so damn sexy, gives me a chill watching your toes point and feeling your body tingle. I like taking care of you.

Might Be A Couple Of Posts

 Might be a couple of posts today, not sure yet. Was thinking about grabbing your hips and taking you. I need to ride you and I need to take you from behind.

I think you need it too. Think you need to feel my hands on you, pulling your hair, holding onto your head.

You need to be manhandled and I am the guy to do it. :)

Saturday Stream of Consciousness

Dear June,

Decided to write another post to you here in our cyberhome for no reason than just because or maybe because I can put things out there.

Because I can say I find it amusing that you haven't 'said' anything yet about what I have written. That is not me being sarcastic, I am smiling. I suspect it could do with your "I never say I love you first" rule or your thinking men should pursue women.

Could be both, either or neither. I know you so very well and yet it is easy to admit there are things I don't know about you or have to guess at. 

And yeah, I know I said some of this before. Just saying.

I am looking forward to feeling you pressed up against me and to spending time with you. Looking forward to seeing that smile I know so well. I have seen it while we talked, seen it while we kissed, seen it when you took me in your mouth and or when I was buried inside of you.

It is sexy, warm and beautiful.

Hard to believe how much craziness we have seen in the world and yet easy in some ways. Can't help but look forward to stopping the ride long enough for us to have our own quiet time here in 2021, hopefully sooner than later.

Happy New Year

Dear June,

I was kind of hoping you'd show up here cuz I like it when you come...by. Ok, I like making you cum too but that is a different story.

Was thinking a bit about all of the years we have known each other for lots of reasons. 

Got so many different thoughts floating through my head, some of them would make you blush. We may be older, but we aren't dead.

Think I might save some of those for the moment, let you wonder if your ideas are the same as mine.

All I'll say for certain is I'd give a lot to have you in my arms now and be able to kiss you.

Sweet Girl

 Dear Sweet Girl,

I can feel the wheels in your head turning as you mull over what you have read. Thought about telling you how badly I want to bend you over the couch or how desperately I want your mouth.

Thought about telling you how I want to see you on your back again and look in your eyes while I pump you but really want you to know it is not just about sex for me.

It is the connection. It is knowing what your hand feels like in mine. It is remembering that moment at the restaurant when I slid next to you at the booth and took your hand and you blushed.

We felt something then, I am sure we did.

So now that you know I know you have been reading and thinking too you're probably wondering why I haven't said anything. I have been waiting to see what you do. Waiting to see if you stay silent cuz I am the man and you expect me to pursue you or some such thing.

Or something else.

Hell, I figure you probably need time to process and given the situation of the world it is a little more complex than normal.

But we will see each other. We will have a date, I can feel it.

My lady, I will feel your hand in mine again and your body pressed up against me. It's not if, but when. I have far more to say, but some things will wait for in person.

Three Times

 Hey June,

Looks like this visit makes three times that you have come back to our 'cyber home' not that we visit it much anymore, but it is ours.

Been around for about 14 years or so, hard to believe and yet so damn easy to believe.

Woman, you realize we have known each other for decades and that we are heading towards a place where we can say we have been connected for almost half of our lives.

Long enough to say we have seen us grow older, certainly not kids anymore but not old, not yet.

Got Under Pressure on and just as I wrote this it hit that bit about giving ourselves one more chance. Wasn't intentional on my part and if it was it wasn't conscious.

This is is all stream of conscience, just me thinking out loud and sharing as we once did. Could tell you about remembering you watching me eat and the smile you had on your face.

Could tell you about seeing that same smile when you took me in your mouth and seeing it when we held hands.

That is a big deal to me, it is a sign of connection, union and compatibility.

Hell, I still think our sex was getting better (and it was already good) when I had to leave last time.

We know so damn much about each other and still have so much we don't know. My gut never changes it is feeling, you're a major pain-in-my-ass but I can't imagine never having known you.

You helped me remember what it is about and what it is like. That is invaluable.

I never told you directly to come here, at best I hinted at it and you came. That means something, I treasure the connection and the unspoken communication.

Won't tell you what I expect to happen or what I anticipate but I have my ideas and they include making your toes point. I know how to make you smile and I don't have to think about it, it just happens.

So lean back in my arms and let me carry you for a while. Tell me your dreams, tell me what scares you and walk with me in our world.

We deserve it.

You Rang

 Sweet Juneleh,

I told you the only reason to come here is because you are interested in exploring something more than plain friendship with me. I still hold to that.

Not saying you have to promise the rest of your life or anything like that, can't say that we will or won't wake up in the house we share together 20 years from now. It is too far off.

Do I want to hold and kiss you?

Yes.

Will I ask you to give me your body?

Damn straight, you're sexy as hell to me.

Is it crude to ask you to give me head or to tell you I want to be buried to the hilt in you?

Maybe, but it is true. I remember what it was like and want it all again.

Want to see where it leads and what can happen, but I can wait for it. I'll obviously live if it doesn't happen and so will you, but I think it would be a shame for both of us if we didn't try.

There is something there and we both know it.

It is far more than just wanting you to swallow me again.

It is the deep connection and eternal friendship that has that extra magic touch in it. Slip your hand into mine and take a chance.

One step at a time, life is short, let's see what it feels like and let our connection breathe as it is meant to.

That electric current gives life more life. Come on baby, let's go for a ride and live a little.

Waiting For An Opportunity

 Just waiting for a chance to spend some time with you and really talk.

Talking Turkey

Ok Juneleh,

I only have a moment to update this but I am coming to the point. My sweet girl, I think we need to spend some time together, real time.

I think still care deeply and profoundly for each other. Life is short.

We ought to look into this a bit and not just because I want to have my way with you, but because of that deep feeling between us.

You need to spend some time in my arms.